Anjasaurus

Yesterday

All my troubles seemed so far away… *sing*

Yesterday was a really awesome day :) Sunny, almost warm. I had a class in maths, and it went well, I had a meeting, and it was unusually good. And this is what I woke up to

Good morning sunshine

Wouldn’t you love it too? :)

Extreme snogging

I found a really cute video on Youtube (surprise suprise). I think it’s a non-official video for a song called Toothpaste kisses. It is at a club or pub, people standing and sitting around chatting. A girl with a red shirt walks in, she looks shy. Walks inbetween some people, up to the bar, moves closer to a guy. And suddenly they start snogging, and they look like they really enjoy it. A second or two, and a new guy comes and snatches the guy away, the girl disappears. And it continues like this for the whole song. People changing places, dancing around, snogging.

I like how it’s a one-shot video, everything just goes on and on through the whole song. They’re also moving quite a lot, which must have been hard, not bumping into people or things. After a while you can see some of the people from earlier turning up again, which is a nice detail. I don’t really know why I like this video, but it really makes me feel glad :)

Some days

Some days are just better than every other day. :)

We started at 9, had a really nice lesson with my lovely class. Had a wonderful lunch out, Olivers is great. And then we watched Disney’s Hercules during the last lesson, and now I’m home. Doesn’t it sound great? ;)

And on top of that, I have tonight off, our scout meeting got cancelled. I’m going to be so lazy!

Late night thinking

It got far too late last night, I should sleep. But I don’t want to, I want to think, talk and write.

Lots of weird, and good, thoughts pop up that late. Usually there are too many bad thoughts for it to be useful writing down, but I felt good tonight.

I’m thinking about the future. About love, friends, family, work. I look forward to being a teacher. Teaching students about two of my favourite subjects, make them understand, get better, enjoy it. Also to be there for them, see them and help them grow up, see what kind of persons they might be.

I definitely look forward to having a family. I don’t see me having one soon, but I definitely want to have one. A big one. I have so much love to give, it would be a waste to just have a few children ;)

About friends and love.. that’s tricky. I have so many friends I value, for different things, but I still struggle to think of what I can give them. It still feels like they’re my friends to be nice to me, not because I’m a good friend, even though I know that’s all wrong. I love them, I care for them. They all have their special places in a corner of my heart and it kind of overwhelms me. Not in a bad way, I just feel full of affection.
There’s also that different kind of love. I have a feeling it’s not for me. I will have to wait. I miss the physical parts (hugging, kissing, cuddling) but I don’t miss being in love. I don’t miss being focused on one person.

I’m happy. I’m so glad when I feel this way.

Don’t forget

  • Bare feet in cool, damp grass
  • Children laughing
  • An old man’s smile
  • A colorful old bike
  • Music from a cabriolet passing by
  • A soft rumbling, far, far away
  • Swimming naked in a small lake
  • Singing childrens songs
  • Dreaming

Checklist

Bowling, check. Laughing, check. Talking, check.

I didn’t even end up last! He who did end up last, argued it was just because another guy said “He who loses will have to..” (don’t remember). “He” doesn’t include me, so I couldn’t lose! ;) Awesome logic.

Running around like a happy kid

Summer holidays finally! Last exam today, handed in the last essay yesterday and had some feedback on my oral assignment after the exam. My scary teacher said my speech was really good and she sounded really happy with it. And she’s not the nicest teacher I’ve ever had :P She made my day awesome, and I told her she made me happy too, just couldn’t stop myself.

And then lunch and good byes to the classmates. A bit sad but fun.

Weeeeeee! I’m free!

My life in six words

Ok, first something else, then back to the title :P Had three lessons today, two of which I handled myself. I’m tired. 16-17 year olds can be.. tiring. And chatty! The first lesson was about writing poems/summaries in six words of love, loneliness, friendship and.. something else I don’t remember. Hence the title :)

And the last class I had. I love them. Second years, relaxed, chatty, just awesome. They are positive and I could joke around with them alot, so I really felt great in there. I told them they’re one of the best classes I’ve ever had, I hope they can believe me. :)

Ok, back to the title. My life, at the moment, in six words:
Work. Little time. Want summer soon.