I keep thinking everything else is better than what I have. If I have to write an essay, an exam would be lovely. (Just that the opposite was true only a year ago.) When doing mostly nothing, I wanted to be busy and do lots of fun things. And now I’m busy doing “lots of fun things” (which turned out not too fun) and all I want is to stay home and sleep.
I don’t like this mode, when I’m dissatisfied with everything. It might be normal mode, but I prefer to think that I can be happy and satisfied most of the time.
I have a new goal. Survive this week. :P