We went to IKEA today, and I got so much inspiration for furniture and stuff I want to buy! I want to get a big drawer, and new sheets and pillows for my bed <3
We also went shopping for clothes, there’s so much I’d like to have. I think I need to buy books for uni and pay the rent first though.. ;)
I’ve been thinking, it must be easier to have a decided, certain style. To have a certain way of dressing and a clear view of what fits and what doesn’t.
I’ve always admired people who have a distinct style and keep to it. Although it can define them in a negative way, their clothes might come with prejudices, I think it can be positive in that people know what to expect of you, and you’re recognised.
I would like to find a style that is me. :) Something I feel comfortable in, and something I can wear everyday. It would make it easier to buy clothes, and easier to match clothes together. Right now, my wardrobe is a mess, and it’s hard to find something to wear every day, there is only a limited set of combinations. I would like to find a distinct style, it doesn’t have to be unique, just not too hard to define.
These are extreme of course, but you get the idea :)
T-Shirt Hell via kwout
Ok, first off, new dress!
I love it. It feels like.. summer :)
Secondly, I had the weirdest dream tonight. The subject wasn’t weird, it’s something I think about often, but what happened was. I could sense the other persons’ feelings and anticipation/nervousness, and I can still remember how things felt in my fingers and hands, although it never really happened. But there was no smell. I even remember thinking about that in the dream, I was waiting for a smell I don’t really like but it wasn’t there, just nothing. I guess the most odd thing was that I was the safe, secure one. I was excited. Not nervous. I got a “don’t worry, I will take care of you”-feeling.
Dreams scare me, but at the same time I love them. They are so intense, so clear and simple when you dream and so confused and odd when you think about them later. Since I trust my intuition a lot (even more now, when it has shown to be scaringly right a few times the last days), dreams have a big influence on me. I have a feeling about a lot of things, but I don’t dare to trust it fully, yet. The dreams leave me confused with what they are trying to tell me, what I missed that I needed to know, or what I didn’t sort out that needed to be sorted out through my dreams.
Sometimes I wish I could just trust my intuition, and not care if other people think I’m silly or stupid. :P
I think spring is finally coming to Luleå. The weather has been great now for several days, with sunshine and 5-10 C and just a little wind. It really helps to make you feel better :)
Had a power outage yesterday night. One second I was writing, the next everything was black. :/ At least I got an early night, slept decently long and then went swimming this morning. It was really nice, but it’s obvious I haven’t been for a while. The last 50-75 m really killed my legs. And then I was to wander around for an hour waiting for a friend, and we went to the school where we are doing teaching practice in the next three weeks. Meeting our teacher there and standing around talking for 2 hours. My legs! My poor feet!
Spring really puts me on a spending spree, money just flies out of my pockets. Must be compensating for not buying almost anything this autumn :P I bought a new pair of shoes, they are really comfortable but I’m not sure if they fit with what I want to wear, so I’m going to try them out. I have 14 days to decide. Also found a really cute dress as Vero Moda, but I was short on time and wasn’t sure I’d use it so I never bought it. As I will pass by all the shops on my way to the school these three weeks, I have a feeling it will be mine anyway. Bye bye money!