I dreamt about kittens, and something else amazing. Not sure what, but I was happy when I woke up.
I woke up to a beautiful sunrise. Pink and purple clouds, still lake, frost.
This might just be a good day :)
Anjasaurus
Sunday, Bloody Sunday
It has been an unusually good Sunday. Woke up quite early, chatted a bit, studied a bit (tiny tiny bit), had some breakfast.. Then I started Sims. And now I’m here, more or less. I got stuck. It’s really addictive :) I build up these huge stories and scenarios in my head, and then try to get the sims to act that way. It usually doesn’t work out, but it’s fun to try. Since Helena sent me the two expansions, I now have pets and seasons to play with too. Makes a big difference, I might buy the nightlife expansion too.
It’s grey and windy outside, probably raining and I’m still walking around in my pyjamas. Maybe time to take a shower and get dressed. :P
Perfect Sunday.
Something is wrong
I shouldn’t be this touchy. It’s irritating.
Anyway
Sometimes I wish I was writing in Swedish, and that everyone could read Swedish. I want to share a Swedish blog with you. I want to write like her. Two examples.
It’s just one of those days
Crying in front of a group of seven people, of which I almost know two, and no more, is so great. It’s just one of those days.
Maybe you’re not supposed to know
Some days you just feel good or bad, without any real reason. It just feels. This is one of those days. It has been a wonderful autumn day, but I was positive even before I knew it would be.
I feel safe, secure and content. Not happy as such, just, ok. Life could be like this every day and I wouldn’t complain. You could call that happy, I guess, but I wont. I know it can be better, and it seems unlikely you can be happy every day. But I could feel like this every day. I have a lot of people I like and trust. Maybe that’s why I’m feeling good.. I don’t think so. There is some reason I just can’t figure out.
We took a walk the other day. Autumn in Luleå. (I love those birches, I can’t get enough pictures of them.)
Secrets
More secrets from PostSecret
Headache from hell
I knew that I shouldn’t have gone on this scout thing. I knew it more when I didn’t end up sleeping until one (which had a very good and nice reason). I knew it even more when I woke up with a headache. And I still went! So I got home with the headache from hell. I seriously thought I would die.. It’s ok now, after I’ve slept some, but it might be coming back.
More water and food, I guess.
I’m confused. And.. not sad, but not very hopeful. And somehow that feels good.
Romanticise
I’m dreaming of a white christmas..
Nah. But I’m dreaming.
Of dark, mysterious fairytale woods, fairies, nymphs and trolls, magic and myths. Early morning sun, shining over a still, misty lake, with its secrets and history. Green plains, wild horses. Snowy mountains with hidden caves. 
Standing on a hilltop, looking out over the autumn-colored landscape, with the feeling of a long and happy journey ahead. The green light in a wood where the sun shines through a thick roof of leaves. Squirrels, snakes and mice, hiding in the shadows. Hearing a storm run through the woods, thunder, wind and rain.
That’s what I’m dreaming of. Mysterious beautiful things :)
Picture credits to AstridPhotography, Josephine Wall
I want
I want I want I want!
Candy, photos, kittens, sun, stories, films, hugs, food, sleep, clothes, furniture, fun, backs, laughs, chocolate, color, wind, words, time, life
The best
No one can have as good friends as I have. I’m totally sure.
They are.. the best. I can’t find words enough.
<3